Yesterday was Mother's Day and some shitty ppl .

Mother's Day was actually nothing much . Garbage to say , It was fucking boring . My exams I don't think I can do much cuz it's Math and Design & Technology . I swear it's not going to be that good . Didn't study much today except in the room for an hour just to recall back Sec 1 work . Phew . At least a few I could remember .                                                                                                

Well , my mum told me that my arrogant attitude is just way too bad for people to stand . I'm really arrogant but in a way that I don't smile to people politely , I smirk ; loads . Even to my friends , I smirk . Why ? Because I can hide my feelings from smirking . Possibly , people will think I'm the happy - go - lucky type of girl ; which is wrong . LOL . Seriously ; I've been hooked on this song ; oH ! aH ! by Kim Hyung Joon . SS501 hwaiting ~ I freaking love the song ~ cuz he's smexy ... Yeah . Past few days has been boring and I don't know if I can stand the feelings inside me . I'm really going insane if I'm gonna let it stay for a very long time . What do I do ? I don't know either . I don't have anyone to confront . That's why I end up crying for no reason . I don't trust my parents nor my friends . I don't like counsellors ; They won't seal it . Fucktards . Okay . It's Monday . I've no school . Muahaha . That means I can stay up late as when as I want . ^^                                                                       

                                                                                                                                                                     

Leaving scars is what you do , 

But I'm warning you , 

Be careful , 

I'm watching every step you do .