I Wanna Love You

Hey readers ! I've not been posting and so sorry ~~~ 

Okay so this few days has been an up and down hill of everything ~~~ Worried about my results seriously ~ It's a week more ~ 18 November . I'm screwed if I don't get the results I want . I should be confident ~ Since  I've improved in my results ... Still I'm feeling anxious . Then ... Looking at the prices of the books , seems it's not going to be an easy year next year ... Sneaked through the textbooks either while I was at some bookshop ... I swear it's not going to be easy . I've to focused much and improve till I defeat my smartass classmates . What should I do ? 

I thought of making a schedule for next year . To focus and seriously study hard , since I want to get into an Art Institution . I don't know either ... Going to an Art School or a normal institute ... I really want to be a dancer and I've got the passion for it . The only problem is my studies of course . Irritating . My parents tried to send me to overboard in a art school ; I rejected ... Aish . Wasted ... Anyways . Next year dad's gonna sign me into some Martial Arts training ? I don't know ... Lose my weights away . OH YEAH . Okay . Good . Need to proceed with my diet . I'm going to grow fatter if I were to stay at home always . -.-

.Kkk . I'm anticipating for 11/11/11 ; 11:11 <3 Seriously . I want my husband back . He's still around me , asking how am I , What I've been to ... Those same things we used to do , but this time , a friendly way . I don't want them . I want the old hubby back . The silly , cute , crazy , happy , charming , hyper and understandable boy . Who's always been there for me , through rain and sunshine ; desperate times and sweet times ; Crazy times and Unforgettable times ; Sad memories and Lovey memories . I cherish them always . I've wondered how you could push them aside when you yourself can't get over me ? Hmm . Alright hubs , it's all up to you anyways . I'm all saying yes if you're coming back . I love you loads . 20090831 

Signing off from here . Love you readers ! Leave me a message please ? So that I don't feel like talking to some ghost readers ~~~ Thanks and Love you !